She hoped to be able to act vulgar without totally seeming to be a very easy a prey for smart old boys or so. That is those who wanted that piece of ass without being (what she found to be) good enough for her - nor even paying for her. Had she wanted that, then she would have gone naked. But she also felt that the dudes could probably become fed up with her ass seeming prude by their comparison. She thereby still did want to flaunt her most vulgar assets for them.
She felt kind of secure that those who were important for her wouldn't consider her to be scum, nor that the wrong ones would rape her - at least probably not. But as her bikini bottom showed equally much of her front-side assets, then that would mean she could be raped, or worse called smut for a cheaper catch than she liked to think of herself that she would want to be. That is, a cheap catch in a sense that made her seem low enough not to be considered part of society.
“I'll find myself a good time on the beach!” she told herself as she put it on.
Down at the beach, she walked passed two guys, whom she recognized. When she had just passed them, she stretched her ass so that they - or each of them - could perhaps see her as vulgar enough to be considered a match for his dirty side. But in a sense she felt that the dirt that showed for them was sort of to be considered there by mistake, although still sort of also taken as there on purpose. She felt that she had had it in her to consider each of them to be a good enough catch for a night in bed or something.
Soon after she had done this she felt her front side fill up with the pleasure there could be of seeming to be what either one of these studs might want. But in front of her there weren't any attractive young dudes, just two old ladies, an old man, and then two teenage girls. So she spontaneously felt like hiding her excitement, but wasn't quite able to hold it back. Instead she turned around, to face the guys she had just walked passed.
At least one of them, she saw, had something of a bulge in his swimwear. Looking at it, she felt relieved. Also she felt even hornier than before. The relief helped her to feel that she could seat herself cross legged without becoming self-conscious.
After a while she felt like changing her position, to find out more about what was going on in her environment. She turned and lay herself down with her face towards the five people she preferred to avoid the attention of. To her disappointment, she found then that the old man was looking at her. This turned her off.
Thinking about this, she had a problem with it. But she still considered it a virtue for her sexual condition to be able to show her ass for the two boys that were behind her. Because to the extent her ass's filthy stuff was attractive for at least one of them, this somehow helped her to a self-confidence so that she didn't have to consider herself all too low because of that filth of an old man looking at her!
She also felt that since her ass was something that each of the boys also had something very similar to, she didn't quite have to bother with viewing herself as necessarily filthier than he could be seen as, nor than he could see her friend, she hoped. “I could consider it be a trap for him,” she thought for herself, “that if he considers me filth, then perhaps that could mean that he would want one of his buddies, rather than my ass!”
Turning her head towards them, she saw the two of them watching her now. There also seemed to be bulges in both of their swim wears now, she noted. She felt that was enough, although they were not very daring in their actions - not even one of them, it seemed. in a sense, thereby, neither was as cool as she wanted him to be. But she felt she could care about that each of them probably had to restrain himself from being too obvious, being a guy, who indeed has that built-in obviousness in his penis.
Thereby she felt like stripping, which she didn't though. But she imagined herself doing it, saying to herself that her vagina could be good enough show for the blokes. But what she sort of didn't realize was that since the ass was what they had there, they more or less had in themselves that they could be considered the same as she, but less likely to be the object of someones attention, and thereby even lower. Even so, she subconsciously felt satisfied about that they were to be considered low enough in a sense for her to feel free from guilt, sort of, for being vulgarly extravagant.
This was so, even though she knew they could be considered quite keen on watching her, and in a sense therefore. ... It seemed likely for her, thereby, that the boys would only be satisfied with that she wanted the pleasure of them seeing it. This she considered to be a real virtue in her own sense. So she could consider it to be a smart thing for as long as they wanted to look at it, to show her private parts in public.
