Enjoy Sex Appeal as It Is

Shannon was retrospectively thinking about a sensual erotic film that she and her friends had made and watched. It was about how hidden warmths could be extravagantly shown with an infrared camera. She remembered how the warmest areas of the bodies very often were in the crotch. ... It troubled her a little that it had seemed in that film that the vaginas were almost always warmer than the male organs, but she could enjoy, even so, the thought of her and her friends enjoying their warmths as real and benevolent.

On second thought, she felt that she was a bit humiliated by the thought of possibly letting this having have much at all to do with her family life - especially when thinking about her children. It dismayed her how one of her friends had even filmed herself even with her son and daughter there - even though it was this was interesting for the comparisons between adult and child and between boy and girl. This had almost appalled Shannon enough to not even let herself be filmed again, but notions about these attitudes as cool as many would see it made her agree to it anyway. She thereby waited her turn and when it came she said to herself that it wasn't as bad as it might seem, probably, to just let the warmth she might like them to see to actually be seen on that screen.

After thinking about this for a while she started masturbating over that she might be viewed as the cunt she showed them, but she also felt that she had to show herself that she would be much better at showing them an other side, if only she wasn't turned on by the circumstances. “I feel,” she said to herself while gently tinkering her labia, “that we have to see in each other, who ever looks at it and me, that we both can be as vulgar as this.”

As she was was saying it, she also felt an urge to say to someone else that she would be there for him or her. But she felt trapped in that she was assumed to be represented by her cunt  -  if she was the way this film made her out. Even so she much enojoyed feeling a lesbian inspiration from it. She felt even that although the vulgarity disturbed her, it made her feel real about more than just a vulgar tendency of being obvious about her labia. Somehow, she told herself, the way they had me portray myself, showed that I have an intimate warmth and prurience.

Two months later, Shannon's friends was showing her a new similar flick, this time filmed at a party, it seemed.To Shannon's amazement, not as many of these other girls were at all as warm down there, as she and her friends had been. As in the previous clip, guys did not often seem warm down there. But even so she enjoyed the film, especially partly because it showed when and where even these people were secretly horny.

She was no watching a scene where showed a guy had his penis erect within his pants. She gazed at this and felt okay about perhaps having an orgasm about it over the film. This was also partly because she was in a room with only and two other people, both of which were rather intent on sex as the issue there and then.

After a short while she came with a fairly audible grunt. Upon this, the two other people, one male and one female, looked at her and smiled. All three of them enjoyed the circumstance of sex having as the issue. She somehow felt felt relieved over the notion that she had never seen a penis that great before the circumstance of that screen where it was shown for the first time as if it was shown so very well in public, and still (like at the same time) hidden for them.

Now that I have seen this film, she thought after it was finished, I sort even feel I would want to chose my acquaintances among only those who would be horny when I can see it. ...